Love unforgettable ch 5

Chapter five: never knew it till now
I got fired I walked out and got in my car I drove home I didn't know where else to go. I sighed and walked into my house and went straight to my room, I grabbed my year book and my old prom queen and homecoming queen crowns and left. I had to find Ronnie to apologize I knew that my dad was an asshole, but I never really would have guessed he would try something like that. I got out my phone and got onto twitter something I rarely ever did, I looked up Ronnie Radke and found his true twitter I didn't click follow instead I looked through his tweets.

I found one where he was talking about where he was staying at in Vegas; I parked in the parking lot and got out slowly walking into the lobby. I followed a bunch of fangirls that talked about finding Ronnie's room I shook my head at how skanky they dressed; but some fans just want a one night stand with their favorite artists which was sad in a way. I got into the elevator and zoned out their mindless fangirl chatter, I walked when we got on the second floor. They stopped at a door that I was guessing was Ronnie's room, "I'm sorry ladies…I don't feel good…" Ronnie poked his head out to shoo them away.

The girls reluctantly walked away not happy about the rejection I walked up to the door the room number was 207. I lightly knocked and looked down at my hands that were clutching the crowns and year book so tightly that my knuckles were white. "I said I wasn't feeling good." Ronnie called I looked at the door and bit my lip nervously, "I-it's me Misty." I called out and thought for a moment that maybe this was a bad idea when the door opened up I took a step back and looked at Ronnie. He was leaning against the door frame staring at me warily; I looked down at what I was holding feeling foolish.

"C-can we talk?" I asked slightly nervous I knew that he could slam the door in my face, cuss me out, or just tell me to get lost but Ronnie moved aside and motioned for me to walk in. I walked in slowly and sat down on the hard small couch he had in the room. "Why are you here?" I heard him ask as he closed the door and joined me on the couch, I took a deep breath the only thing that was keeping me from going into some break down was my mind trying to be strong when I wasn't. "I want to apologize to you. I was rude and wrong at work and I should have never treated you like that." I said to him I didn't look at him instead I focused on the ground.

There was so much more I wanted to say then just sorry, and Ronnie must have known it too. "Anything else?" Ronnie asked me I took a deep breath and closed my eyes I was done with being angry and hating him. The fact of the matter was I am still in love with him and miss him, I didn't open my eyes to look at him I kept them closed "I miss you…." I whispered softly there was a long pause before I heard him get up I opened my eyes his back was to me he was facing the balcony. I didn't get up to go to him instead I opened the year book and looked through it. I found the page I was looking for there was Ronnie and me both voted for cutest couple and the pictures for king and queen for both dances.

"I remember when you told me we were meant to last…" I said softly to myself but I knew Ronnie was listening, "I used to sleep with that old leather jacket you gave me…after you left I would sleep with it close by cause it smelled like you now it lost your smell and I miss it…" I said I didn't realize I was crying until I saw tears splatter on the page, I got up rather quickly and looked over at Ronnie "I gotta go…" I said and ran out the door leaving behind my crown and my year book I walked out and I didn't want to use the elevator instead I used the stairs. I was grateful to see the lobby I ran out the double doors to my car.

I got in and realized that I was still crying but I didn't care I had to get away from the memories that seemed to overflow me. I drove off and headed for the highway, when I thought it was my turn I drove on and got t-boned by a pickup truck. The sound of crashing metal rang through my ears I looked around and saw my car had stopped and all the glass had broken I looked down and saw that my hands were cut from the shards. There was a pain in my head and I leaned against the seat groaning in pain, I heard someone talking on a phone and I blacked out. there were sirens and people talking but I kept my eyes closed I didn't want to wake up and see people. "Ronnie…this is Stormi….look something happened….Misty is in the hospital…" that's all I remember hearing until I dosed off again.